In my last post, I intimated big news as the impetus for my being back in Brooklyn. Assailed by a barrage of questions (har har) on this news, I am ecstatic to report, dearest readers, that I am in New York because I was cast in an HBO pilot. Which, apparently (famous last words) has been picked up for a whole series.
It’s all pretty freaking weird.
You can google it. It’s Boardwalk Empire, and it’s got a whole host of famous/unbelievable people associated with it. Martin Scorsese is directing it, for one. Marky Mark is an executive producer. Steve Buscemi is on for it. Terence Winter, who wrote and produced for the Sopranos, is writing it. More personally unbelievable, motherfucking Omar from The Wire is on board, and as the cherry on the cake: the hot chick from Trainspotting.
So… yeah.
I don’t know. Ah, it’s great? Roast Beef said it best: Everything about it is so big you ain’t got the synaptic bandwidth to process the girth of it all.
How the hell did I get here? A complicated series of maneuvers involving siblings of high-school idols and an impromptu (illegaly?) remounted Henry put the right person in to see us in Henry V at Baruch College in Mahattan. They must have liked the show, because they brought a a quarter of our cast in to read for their series. They hated my first read. On a whim, they decided to have me read for a different character altogether, one for which I had not prepared. So I did, and they must have liked that one. Three of us from Henry got sent on to Marty. And then, the whole thing got shot down: that character was Italian, and nobody told the casting office. Boo. Three weeks later, I’m called in for another character. I can’t go in, being in new Mexico, so they send in my second tape, and two weeks after that, I’m buying plane tickets to New York.
Justice.
Oh, yeah. And as if that wasn’t ridiculous enough, elsewhere in Big Newsland (belatedly):
I got a job touring with Lookingglass Theatre’s Alice (the same one I understudied last summer), going to Actor’s Theatre of Louisville and to Syracuse Stage in upstate NY, with an understudy dogleg at the end. It begins August 1, and runs through next May. The schedule is funny, and it puts me on the loose for a few months in winter. So… I’ll be in Albuquerque trying to get some film/TV work, hoping for the good graces of my old Agent. The writers at HBO and the people at Lookingglass all feel pretty good about making both of them work out for me.
Now Lookingglass. This is a theatre that I love. By which I mean: I felt profoundly happy at lookingglass, by which I mean: I felt as if I had fiund a kind of a home there. They put a damn spell on me, and while I don’t think that everything I’ve seen of theirs is perfect, I’m deeply interested in the problems they are trying to solve, and I think I can help them. And I want to. As a bonus (jesus, more?) along with the expected set of wonderful people that I’ll get to work with there, for at least some section of it, I get to work with Molly from 500 Clown I find this out while I’m helping them load in a set at Steppenwolf, a few days before being introduced to Tracy Letts for the second time in three weeks…
Which all put together is like… The Dream™, right?
All of which makes me positively giddy with satisfaction, excitement, and enthusiasm of a deep, insistent quality that I have maybe never known. Also, it’s really, really humbling to think of how capricious it all is. Literally every one of these auditions I nearly missed. By a day, by an hour, by a fortunate and arbitrary choice of plane tickets, by the health of another actor – by the whims of some indolent god. Luck has held my hand at every step. All of it is so freaking unlikely , so filled with narrowly averted missed opportunities and fantastical lucky breaks…
It’s enough to give one a serious sense of pronoia: the sneaking suspicion that the whole world is conspiring to shower you with blessings.
Pronoia can be a kind of faith, or hope.
Can be.
In my case, it simply appears to be factually, literally true.